Hi, it's Matt. I was looking for a way to send this privatly. I couldn't figure it out. Sorry. First of all, I think you're brilliant. Like, really really... like pretty much the most beautiful and amazing artist since Frita. I've been thinking a lot about our conversation this morning and really asking myself for the first time why I think what I think, and I don't know the answer. I wish I could understand the things of this world and I try...but I don't. The world is such a freaking liar and I'm just trying to get through it without dying, without crying, without lying like everybody else. Lying to myself and the rest of us. I'm not here by myself and I want to connect with a diverse group of people so I can try to understand each person's struggles. I don't know why it's so important to me that you care that I'm such a crybaby.. I'm just trying to be transparent. I know it doesn't make much sense really, what I wrote, but neither does my artwork... the feelings are there/ here anyway. Take care. There's a long road ahead, I pray there's few tears on your journey. It tore me up to see you cry, like my baby sister. I wasn't there to protect her. It wasn't that I didn't care, it was hidden from me. I really would have done anything and I care about you too, you remind me of her really. I think you're great. I know you're trying not to cry. You can cry, but I pray for tears of joy. That would be a different thing. That would be nice for a change I think really.
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