August 30, 2011
August 29, 2011
August 27, 2011
August 26, 2011
Today I have orientation and classes start Monday. I am completely excited.
Heather keeps calling me "Mohawk Cuteness".
This morning when I woke up Lloyd jumped into bed with me and I hugged him.
Monday I get the key to my studio. Yes to that. ;-)
August 25, 2011
August 24, 2011
Sometimes I get so overwhelmed by the past that I become paralyzed in the present (like I used to in the past). It is getting better though; my reactions to the panic are getting better & that makes me think that soon the panic will start to lessen too.
The pain of the memories is sometimes so much- I start jumping from thought to thought. I have to remind myself of my age and the year. I take deep breaths and remember I am safe, I take pictures of myself and write to pull myself into the present.