November 17, 2011

Keep on.

I am typing this on the train. I'm on my way to be with one of my closest friends. Before I left this morning I had therapy. It was very difficult. I cried a lot. I cried in therapy, I cried walking to the train, I cried on the train. And I drew on the train. And I had a good conversation with someone & I listened to the opera. When I switched trains in NYC I ate a bagel & my first real black & white cookie. Then I called Eve & Heather- two of my other close friends.
Healing from child sexual abuse is a lot of hard work- but it is possible. I know it because I am healing & so are my friends who were raped as children.
I am never going to stop telling my story. I'm sorry there are times when I get overwhelmed and do not write here much- I am going to keep working to write here more. Sometimes I may be down, but I am never out. And I'll never be silent about child sexual abuse.
This weekend I am going to be with Jessieh!!! :) So there will be some good photos soon. :)

1 comment:

ellen said...

I'm glad to hear your voice again these last few days Jenny. Inspiring, how you keep reaching out to those you love. The train ride sounds real nice.