May 16, 2011

A direct message to you & to Jessieh.

(Jean for Emily, final. May 16, 2011)

I was not able to understand how much I had been hurt until I started to know how it felt to be truly loved.

I miss you so much it hurts.  I love you.  And yes, I mean YOU.

And you, Jessieh.  You taught me what it felt like to be loved so much I knew I could make it through the very worst pain I have ever known.  That is what your love taught me.  You understand what that means about you, right?
You're brilliant.  I am so proud of you.  See you soon.


4 comments:

Eve said...

Jenny, you are so beautiful! And Jessieh, is such a cutie, I know that she is saying cheese in this picture with her lispy voice!

TC said...

Youre really brave!!! I, too, have a friend that sounds like Eve and seeing her process, healing from different stuff to me, really puts a picture on stuff like "taking care of myself." I remember the first time my shrink used that term. I think I snorted at her. A year ago even I wouldn't have related to this post at all but tonight I find you amazing and inspirational - and so strong.

EwaZen said...

Jenny, come visit me in NYC!!
I love you!
Ewa

Estelle said...

Friends are powerful.