I am glad somebody is able to sleep around here tonight. I am still struggling over all of the stuff that came out in my therapy today. I feel totally exhausted both emotionally and physically and I feel nervous about going to bed. Right now I am having nightmares almost every night and it makes it hard to go to sleep. The dreams all feel so real that most mornings when I wake up I am both terrified and so disoriented that I literally feel confused about where I am and what is really happening. That feeling only lasts for a second but it is really scary and not a great way to start the day. I leave for Italy in two weeks and two days. I have a lot of stuff to do to get ready and I feel a little overwhelmed. I can hardly wait to be with Stefano though. I will be there for 7 weeks.
I will post a new drawing tomorrow.